I have been on the journey to me since the day before I was born. I am always trying to find out more about me, because the more I know about me the more I can tell about another person as I meet then. The number one thing I learned was always always go with my gut. If I have a bad feeling about someone I trust it, if someone makes me feel uncomfortable; then I try to get away and I keep my guards up. God made me divinely so I know that its important to trust me. But as I have been getting to know me, and I am one interesting person, I wonder how many others are hiding from the truths about themselves. I know that I genuinely care about people and I mean I have certain love and soft spot for people that I care about who they are and what makes them , well them. I love me some me and no one can love me more than me!!! I mean that is how I know real love because I know I would never do me wrong (well only if it would make me more happy in the end). I am always looking me in the mirror, the Bible says something along the lines its a fool who looks in the mirror and forgets what he sees as soon as he has left the mirror. I am not sure the exact verse but trust me it is relevant. I wonder who people see when they look at themselves; do you see you; or do you see someone else, do you even care about who you are and why you are doing it?? All I know is that when I look at myself I know who is looking back at me; then I say and what heffa??? As I am thinking about my life I think about a man that I love; this is relevant because its my blog... stop reading if you don't want to hear about him!!.... so anyway his name is SRWIII; yeah full name like that.... Anywho I do love him and I use my actions to show it; and I'm not talking about sexual acts, okay some sexual acts... but I am a naturally loving person..... BUT he just left his chic, we've been friends for a very long time, I'm talking 7 years ( yeah 7 like the number of completion), but I am ready to be in a serious relationship, I think. I have the feeling like I should run away now; but this man encourages me to do better, encourages me to stay and fight my battles instead of running; which is what I would prefer to do. I love this man for real, I want to have his children, I want to be with this man long term, which is me saying a lot; because as you will learn I can't wait to drop kick a man; it usually only lasts 3 months and then I keep it pushing because I like that new feeling..... it gets me high, which is why I LOVE moving!! But guys I am really trying to stay where I am and handle my business. I am truly trying and THANKFUL for this man!Enough with the random ramblings!
Peace and much love to ya!
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