SO I have been really trying to change my life into something that I want it to look like; I know who I am and I know what I am capable of and clearly I am not doing what I need to or what I want to do. I have been trying to focus and get back to where I need to be; life is a blackbearded pirate. I gained 30 pounds since I lost my job in December and I thought to myself, Ashley what are you doing. I have never in my adult life been under 220; man really Ashley, what is the problem?? I have been trying to get my life in order, finally went to child support court, made me happy, I don't know the exact amount yet, the Ohio court system has been trying my nerves since I filed in 2009. I am glad that its done; it doesn't matter the amount but something is better than nothing. I am waiting on the Sheriff to complete the posting so I can finish that as well. I am working on me, I mean really working on me, I have been walking a few days, doing lunges and what not; I went to the gym today, I worked on some machines, I did that spin cycle thing, and damn it was not easy. But I am glad that I really took the initiative to go. I can see some mental change in myself, I can see me finishing things and putting my life in order. I mean I can really see things coming together. But more importantly I can feel the change in me, and man o man do my thighs burn!!
As always peace and much love to you!!
I am also on twitter @missblisstastic
