Perpetual Forward Motion

I haven't written in a while. I sometimes feel like I don't have a word to say to anyone.  I have been spending this time, working on every aspect of me. I was always searching for a good job; I realized at a very young age I was very special and had the potential to do what ever I wanted. But the funny thing is the primary person who was supposed to be helping me conquer my proverbial world, was belittling me; making me feel as though what ever abuse I got I deserved.  When my I explain to my friends that I am the black sheep they are times shocked, because I have no reason to be a black sheep.  I have done many wrongs and I make no excuses for what I did. I earned my stripes and I wear them well.  But I have spent a lifetime wandering without a purpose, trying to please anyone who would give me the high five that I wanted. So I have been taking this time to work on me.. Give me all the high fives I need. I am 100% single and I could not be more happy with me.. I love the changes I am making in my life.. I have a ton more to tell you.. but I want to update you on each subject individually. for now I am down 35+ pounds and I am happy about it..