My problem...

Do you know what my problem is?? I have a major completion problem, I have a hard time completing anything.....Which is why I have no degree, my divorce is not finalized and may be a major factor as to why I am not as financially sound as I would like to be.  I have had this feeling that I was not taught how to do things, that I have been learning by trial and error. So here I am thinking I can no longer blame this on my parents.  I have some issues and every time I think I resolve on another one comes bigger and badder and then I am left feeling like the issue I had solved previously means nothing.  I am trying my hardest to complete something, I have been addressing problems as they come instead of waiting for them to become something so monstrous I don't even know where to begin. I can no longer blame this on my parents, I can no longer say well I didn't know better; but since I know better I must do better. While I am still in love with one man there is no way I can keep things up with him and I have yet to complete my other business, I closed my facebook account it was taking more from me than I thought was necessary.  I have too many things I am falling back on to have time to be on there. I am still looking for work, which is about as depressing as can be, I want more money than any one has to give in this economy.  I am still working on my school stuff, thank God this semester is over, I am ready for next semester to begin, I am much closer to being done than I have ever been.  I will no longer be able to take a semester off; nonstop until this is done and then LSAT; then law school.  I am prepared for what this life has to offer me, I have never been afraid of failing or falling, what I am most afraid of is that I will succeed far beyond whatever I thought possible.  I am afraid that I may be wonderful.  I play wonderful well; but I do not however feel it often.  While talking to the man that I am in love with he asked me why him; I could have any man I wanted; while I am sure he wanted an ego boost; and I gave it to him (that's what women do for the man they love); I was thinking I probably can't have any man I want because what I see is very different from what other people see, while they see the good all I can see is the bad.  So my problem has been me this entire life.  I have been my own problem.  I am not too fat, I am not too smart or too dumb, I am me, created perfectly by my Creator. I am no longer my problem. I am now my solution. I love me and that for now is enough.  I will be taking a step back and finishing some old things before I move on to some new things!!  Thanks for reading.... Comment away if you want, and if you don't.. don't.......

Peace and Much Love to You!